It's so hard to believe that I used to be that uptight, prudish church girl. I even carried my bible with me to High school. Then one day, I decided to go online and find people to meet and have sex with.
No one made me do that. I always knew I was a bad girl. I wanted men to touch me between my legs as early as grade school. I didn't know what sex was I just knew I needed to be touched there.
By the time I figured out what my body was craving I was 40 years old. The next step was finding people to be with to satisfy my need for sex. The only way I had was to go on the internet, which I did.
I liked meeting people from Adult friend finder for sex. Better yet was my brief experience with a site called Alt. which is for people into BDSM. Being dominated is the ultimate turn on for me. Because when a man takes control, my inhibitions melt away and that feels so damn good !
Sometimes though I still think of how it would feel to find Mr. Right. To wear his ring and be his "beloved wife". A few of the guys I met online have proposed to me in the heat of passion. Swore they loved me too, but that all changes once the clothes are back on and reality comes back into focus.
You see men use women like me to get their rocks off. They NEVER marry them, and they sure as hell don't want to be seen out in public with them or take them home to meet the family.
Now maybe you can understand why I told you not to look at me.
Move along now, the shows over and it's past your bed time.
