Bulldozer

I always thought that age played a big role in how smart or strong people are. Now I know that that is totally wrong.

All this time I have been looking for the person who could answer all my questions and take care of me. The men I dated and my friends all let me down.

My family did too which was especially heart breaking. Family is supposed to love you no matter what. Mine is like an armed camp or a really bad Soap opera.

Every time things went wrong I blamed myself. I told myself I was not good enough and that I deserved to be along and miserable. Hiding in my room and crying was a full time job.

A few days ago I suddenly realized something about the way my family works. My oldest sister has always seemed to be the strong one among us. Boy, was I ever wrong about that !

Actually she isn't the strong at all. She is actually insecure and shy. Out of the 4 of us, I am the one who seems to be the strongest. When it comes to my loved ones and people I care about I am a cross between a Pit Bull and a Bull Dozer. Some things I can't handle at all, but when push comes to shove, I am one stubborn little bitch. I will do whatever it takes every time !

Pride be damned; Don't get in my way, because you will be sorry ! That is the quality that makes me the strongest among us. In their eyes I'm the "Baby" but this baby bites !