Fear

Today I am supposed to see my Rheumatologist. I want to see him, I need to see him. The question is can I make myself drive there ?

He moved his office and I am not sure where it is now. It's only 12 miles away from the old office. For most people that would not be a big deal. For me it is, I am scared to try to find it.

I don't like driving even just up to the grocery store. Even on a nice day it is very stressful for me to go to someplace new. It snowed last night and there is a storm warning too.

Fear and common sense are having a battle in my mind. Fear is winning - Despite the pain I have been having in my left knee I don't think I can drive today... Fear wins every time.