A lot of people have used me. The sad truth is I let them do that. I was so lonely and desperate for attention that I was grateful for any crumb they offered me.
Because I don't like myself I am an easy target for people like that. The only way to stop that is to figure out ways to help myself see that I am a good person and deserve to be treated better.
I am not stupid, I went to college so that is one thing in my favor. I also know that I have a strong desire to change and that is a very good thing to have going for me.
I want to believe that there is something better out there for me. First though I must forgive myself for my mistakes of the past and learn to live with myself just as I am today. If I believe that I can be happy and tell myself that I am happy. I believe that one day I will be happy.
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