Thinking too much aka Manic thoughts. It's one of those days when my brain is in fast forward. I just wrote a blog and then lost it somehow. I keep forgetting to hit the save button in case this happens. This is not the first time ....grrrr !!!!
Instead of save I hit some other button and destroyed all that hard work. It's not a tragedy , but it sucks all the same. My writing is not the greatest but it means a lot to me. (This is not a subtle hint to praise me ---lol) Expressing myself in words is my greatest joy these day.
I could try to re-write it, but I don't have the patience for that today. Plus I could never get it just the way it was. That would be very frustrating to me and just make me feel even worse.
A fresh start isn't all that bad. Letting go of that other blog is not easy , but not impossible either. Forgiving myself for that mistake feels pretty good too. Everyone screws up sometimes , and I just did. That blog was really good, and now it is really gone. This is called a "learning experience" Blame and guilt have no place here. Acceptance of my mistakes is a struggle for me. This is one more lesson for me to learn from. Forgiving myself is a huge step Indeed.
Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. (HHDL)
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