Everyone is expecting something of me. Mom, Dad, even Lilac. I haven't been out of this house for months except to grocery shop or go to the Doctor. My head feels like it is gonna explode.
I don't even have a chance to form one thought for myself between doing the things that are expected of me. Working out is the only escape I have. The freaking phone is driving me up the wall. I want to turn them all off, but then if my son needed me he could not get through.
I need to be alone sometimes to get my thoughts straight, but lately that hasn't been happening too often. It seems like I am being pulled in all directions and being told by too many people what to do. I wish I could just run away for a couple days and clear my head.
There is nothing I can do about it... "it is what it is"
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