I don't believe in God anymore. I don't think there is a Heaven and I already live in Hell.
When I die (the sooner the better) I just want to disappear and feel nothing at all.
My son is the only reason I am still alive. I wish I could end my misery without hurting him.
I don't want to kill myself, but I am exhausted. Make the pain stop ! Please ! Just make it stop !
What did I ever do to deserve having to exist with my brain all tangled and jumbled ?
If I am wrong and there is a God , he is cruel because he made me the way I am today.
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