People--people who need people
Are the stupidest people in the world,
There is nothing lucky about needing people. They let you down, exploit your weaknesses and use them against you. Mostly though in your darkest hour they leave you lying in a heap , turn their backs and walk away. So there you are hurting from your troubles and betrayed by your friend.
Does this sound like I am bitter ? Well it should, because I am. Right now as I type this I cannot think of one thing in my life that I can look forward to. I wish I could be like a robot and shut off all my emotions . If my mind would just go numb. Maybe then I would find the peace I crave.
In school I was an outsider, now I am a loner. A "Loony Loner", that is the perfect description. Here I am stuck on this ride to nowhere called "Life" I just want one thing before this wretched ride ends. That is to see my son settled and happy. After that nothing else matters.
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